Ramakrishna Charitam V Vol III Book X Chp 7 Shlokas 23 - 35
भर्तारञ्चात्मनक्ष्चैव भर्तारं जगतामपि |
विलोक्य विस्मिता तत्र तस्थौ बद्धन्च्जलिर्मुदा ||
दृष्ट्वा परमहंस सा बाष्पपूरितलोचना |
मम भर्ताsयमेवेति चिन्तयन्ती स्म तिष्ठति ||
तदा त्रत्रैव तिष्ठन्ति प्रतिमामिव तां प्रियाम् |
विलोक्य रामकृष्णोपि कृपयाsन्तिकमागमत् ||
निपत्य चरणोपान्ते रुदतीं शारदां प्रभुः |
सान्त्वयामास सरसं सहसा करुणानिधिः ||
श्रीपरमहंस उवाच
स्वागतं ते जगन्मातुर्दुःखं मा स्म गमः प्रिये |
त्वदधीनमिदं सर्वमहञ्च तवद्वशोस्मि च ||
धर्मं पारमहंस्यं मे दृष्ट्वा चिन्ताञ्च मा कुरु |
यथेच्छसि तथाहञ्च भवामि जगदीक्ष्वरी ||
जगदम्बास्वरूपेण पश्यामि स्त्रीजनं त्वहम् |
तथा त्वामपि पश्यामि तस्मात्पूजयासि मे ननु ||
श्रीशारदादेव्युवाच
भगवन् करुणामूर्ते तवत्कृपापात्रमस्म्यहम् |
अहो भाग्यमहो भाग्यं तव दास्येन मे प्रभो ||
नाहमिच्छामि लोकेस्मिन् तुच्छं शारीरकं सुखम् |
तव कैङ्कर्यमिच्छामि सत्यं सत्यं वदाम्यहम् ||
भक्तां पतिव्रतां दॆनमनन्यशरणां प्रभो |
मा निराकुरु दासी मां माहात्म्यं तव वेद्म्यहम् ||
श्रीसद्गुरुरुवाच
इत्युक्त्वा शारदादेवी रामकृष्णपदाब्जयोः |
निपत्य दण्डवद्भक्त्या प्ररुरोद च सुस्वरम् ||
तदा परमहंसोपि तस्याः शिरसि सादरम् |
निधायाभयहस्तञ्च सान्त्वयामास च प्रभुः ||
तदाप्रभृति सा देवी तत्रैव निवसन्त्यपि |
चकार पत्युः कैङ्कर्यं जितकामा जितेन्द्रिया ||
Looking at Shri Ramakrishna, her lord and the lord of the world in such a position, she stood there with folded hands, full of surprise and joy. Looking at the paramahamsa, she shed tears. She took genuine pride in the thought that he, the great gnani, was her husband. Ramakrishna after some time looked at his wife standing before him as a statue and approached her with great mercy. Ramakrishna, the gracious, consoled with all affection, Shri Sharada Devi, who was lying at his feet and crying.
Shri Paramahamsa said
Oh1 Mother of the world! You are welcome. Oh! Dear! Don't feel sad. All my possessions are yours. I myself am in your control. Don't get disheartened at my life as a Paramahamsa. Oh! Goddess of the world! I would become what you want me to be. I behold all women in the form of the mother goddess. I see you also as the mother. Hence you are fit to be worshipped by me.
Shri Sharada said
Oh! Bhagavan! Oh! Merciful! I am lucky to be blessed by you. My Lord! What a great fortune it is to serve you. How lucky I am! I am not after mean worldly pleasures. I long to be of service to you. I am ready to take a vow again and agin to serve you. Oh! Lord! I know your divinity. I am poor, simple and am having no other refuge. I am chaste and am your servant and devotee. Please do not ignore me.
Shri Sadguru continued
Having spoken thus, Shri Sharada Devi fell at the lotus feet of Ramakrishna like a staff, and cried, out of Bhakti in a sweet voice. Then, Shri Ramakrishna places hi abhaya hasta on her head, gave her refuge and consoled her. From that time Sharada stayed with Ramakrishna subduing all her senses, and devoted to the service of Shri Ramakrishna
Thus ends Chapter Seven entitled 'Shri Ramakrishna Charitam VI' of Book X of Shri Vaishnavca Samhita composed by Shri Shri Krishna Premi Swamigal.
